I can’t walk away without looking back.
You didn’t even look at me the same way. You didn’t kiss me the same way. I tried my best to hold my head high, but all I wanted to all day do was runaway and cry. You’re a soldier now. You’re life is a life for yourself and others. You follow orders while I run free. You are designed to look the same, while I could be spotted in a crowd. You are trained to destroy while I am trained to create. I am such a needy person.. I’d be able to see you months at a time. MONTHS. I know there are millions of people that are strong enough to do this, but I am not one of them. I still love you so much. But I just can’t see myself living like this for 4 years.
